Do I Have A Bad Day? Or Am I Getting Ill While Being Ill?

I feel like I got ill, I feel like some virus or some bacteria hit me – in addition to my "unnormal" disease. I feel like someone had run me over with a steamroller. Though, I don't know, it could be just an exceptionally bad day with my unnormal disease – a disease which no doctor wants to have a part of (and those doctors that do want a part of, those I don't trust).

That's the annoying thing, I never know how good or bad I will feel, how much I will be able to do any given day. And I will never know when I feels worse, if that is "normal" business of my unnormal disease, if the unnormal disease is simply acting up – or if I got the flu or something in addition to my unnormal disease. Or if it was caused by something I ate yesterday, or if I did too much yesterday, or if I stayed a bit too long outside in the cold, or whatever.

This sucks.